Tuesday, July 31, 2007 @ 9:53 AM
lalalala. i am so so happy! so many things happened in my life. happy things of course. sat duty+deliverance, sun cg captain's ball and steamboat and today....
highlight of my day today:
I AM GETTING TWO PAIRS OF HAVAIANAS!!! (thank you jesus!) one of which is my flash urban flesh in blush rose, and the other is butterfly in green! i am so tempted to get 3 pairs. but that sounds really crazy and besides, i am not a always wear slippers kinda girl. ahahhas. pretty pretty pretty
i am ditching birkenstock for havaianas. nah. i am kidding. i think i still like the 2 pairs that i have but just that i dont use them that often.
anyway, i need to slap myself.
bing! you are having some excel test later! stop drooling over ur havaianas to be and stare at ur word document to complete ur microecons before u start on ur excel crap.
alright. got to go. tata.
Friday, July 27, 2007 @ 9:53 AM
i was clearing my msg inbox just now while i am on my way home. saw this msg sent C on 25th july 6.36pm,
"whoa, someone activated the passenge alarm... maybe there's a bomb... if i die, please take care me aphro for me."
chris, you seriously think you are gg to die? and boy,when u think u r gg to die, your last words were to get me to take care of aphro for you!!! shouldnt it be like... "bing, you are the bestest thing that can ever happened to me." ok. nah. i was just kidding. but it should go something like thanking me for being such a wonderful friend and all type of msg!! hahahahs. so damm funny lah. i tell you,if u get a girl next time and she doesnt like aphro, i can forsee you will breakup with her for aphro. hahahas. goodness!
anyway, water has been my best friend for the last 3 days. never had i fasted for three days in a row and i tell you, its HUGE sacrifice! three days! and you know the greatest temptation for me when i fast is not that i am hungry, but becos i cant stand my mouth not having anything sweet inside. i have a sweet tooth you see.i am glad i beared through it. many times i am tempted to break my fast, esp now, saying to myself, "i can always re fast on friday" but you know what i've learnt? is not really about the fasting, whether do u fast 3 times or do you fast only 2 times or whatsoever, it is really the attitude. God dont really care much how many time you fast if you are doing it with the wrong attitude. if i gave in to temptation and broke fast for that piece of chocolate, it is really me telling God, God, that chocolate is more important then you. if you can think, i will re fast on friday, why dont you think, God, i will have that piece of chocolate on friday. thats one of my revelation. God showed me more.. but i am too lazy to typed..
anyway, i wanna say THANK YOU to all the people that encouraged me to continue my fast when i feel like breaking it!!
Thursday, July 26, 2007 @ 9:53 AM
"in a crazy world like ours, only crazy people are normal"
Monday, July 23, 2007 @ 9:53 AM
i must seriously blog about this!!!
i just had MY WORST BUS RIDE EVER!!
in the history of my breathing years! i tell you!! its extremely DISGUSTING!
to start off with, i was already unhappy when i know i am taking bus home from my grandma's house.
firstly, my mum didnt drive today. my dad didnt come
secondly, my sister didnt come to my grandma's house today
thirdly, my brother who came went to look for his girl after we left.
so my brother said he will pay for the cab fare us to go home cos by duty, he should be sending us home first.
my dear mother, SHE DOESNT WANT TO TAKE THE CAB! goodness! so we took bus 21! the LONGEST BUS RIDE I CAN EVER TAKE. ok. dont that bad. but it takes quite some time to get to my house.
i was SUPER angry. hello, i dont take bus ride home when i am out with my family which have like 4 cars!!!! nvm. that aside.
boarded that damm crowded 21. i have to stand, carrying this plastic bag for my mum while she happily sat down on a seat. hello, taking is bus is already bad enough. now i have to stand.
later on, i found a seat, so i sat down. guess what! THE TOP MOST DISGUSTING AUNTIE sat at this seat that is horizontal to mine, placed her STINKY leg up on the seat beside mine which is empty!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!! i was like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EXCUSE ME!! THIS IS NOT YOUR HOUSE!!! CAN U SPARE A THOUGHT FOR PEOPLE! DO YOU THINK THAT YOUR FEET SMELL THAT GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS LIKE!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG(X974845646746513)i stared at her for some good 5 seconds and roll my eyes at her but she didnt get it!!!! AHHHHH! NIGHTMARE!
then my mum came to rescue me. she changed a seat to the one opp me and get me to sit with her. so i was like... good! i kept staring at that auntie for the whole bus journey! anyway, this is not da worst!! the worst part is, this uncle then boarded the bus and he sat at the seat horizontal to me. guess what!!!!!!!! HE ALMOST COPIED WITH THAT DISUSTING AUNTIE IS DOING!!! cos she looks comfortable!!!!!!!! I WAS LIKE... NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!! he didnt cos his leg was too long.. but he did something worst!! he placed his feet on this handle that is at the end of the row of seats. i was sitting at the second last seat, so i was only a seat away from the handle. that FAR MORE DISGUSTING UNCLE, uses that handle to help him scratch his feet( i think cos his feet is feeling itchy) and when i say feet, i am referring to the underside of the feet!!! he kept rubbing his sole against that handle!!!! using that to help him scratch!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG(X3146784646978978946546) CAN SOMEONE JUST KILL ME!!!?!???!? whats wrong with the senior citizens?!?!?!??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i stared at him, but no, he didnt care!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST LIKE THAT AUNTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK THEY CAN MARRY EACH OTHER OR SOMETHING!!! THEIR DISGUSTING-NESS PAIRED OFF REALLY WELL. THEY ENTERED INTO MY TOP TEN MOST DISGUSTING PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. OR SHOULD I SAY, THEY ARE THE TOP 2! ahhhhh
how bad can a bus ride get!?!?!?!??!?!??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna pee now
Saturday, July 21, 2007 @ 10:45 AM
its 3am now.
its been donkey years since i last stayed up till so late.
my body feels really weak.
Thursday, July 19, 2007 @ 5:31 PM
i am home so early today! goodness! first time in history.. the last time i reached home this early was during secondary school days..
as usual, i am home alone.. oh yes. i should go, "i make my family disappear.." ok. thats stupid lah.
anyway, i think i am evolving into a subway freak. like what i was talling hx, i think subway should open one outlet right at my doorstep. i ate subway twice this week already. i must be mad. so much $$ gone. i think the person at the subway outlet should recognized me.
have been thinking alot about having a shepherd's heart lately. jeff is getting that into me. so i have been thinking, what does it mean to have a shepherd's heart?? somehow, i decide to look into what does a shepherd do and i came up with these
*a shepherd loves.
*a shepherd protects.
*a shepherd guide.
*a shepherd gathers.
*a shepherd discipline.
i am taken aback when i have finished typing all those on my phone. i wonder how did i came up with all those. because this is really the standard of leadership every leader should have. lets take a look at david's life, the shepherd boy
look at david, when he was only 17 years old but he protected the entire country of israel. because he knows how to love, to protect. he later became a king, there he ruled israel, isnt that guiding, gathering and discipline?
sounds easy isnt it?? but this shepherd's heart is not something you can make it a goal. it doesnt have a formula. like if i call this member how many times, i will love them more. its not, if i scold this member how many times, it will show that i am disciplining them. it doesnt work that way. this ia having about a shepherd's HEART. not a shepherd's mind. it must be something that comes out of your heart, not a out of your mind. this is the point many christians miss out.. they go about doing things, loving the lord with their mind instead of their heart. they are serving because they ought to.. because i want my promotion. because i want more blessings. this isnt the way. is about loving God wholeHEARTedly, and loving people fervently.
ministry should flow our of your love for God. loving people should flow out of your love for God. fighting the devil should flow out of your love for God. not his blessings.
God, i thank you for being the bestest shepherd i can ever have. you protected me when everyone despises me. you love even though i failed. on friday you whispered to me "i am the one who watched you grow up". thank you God for your love everlasting.
ohh! i did some princess quiz. ahahhahas.
| You Are a Bit Prissy |
From time to time you can be a princess, but these days, who isn't a little high maintenance?
You know what you want, and you're definitely not afraid to ask for it.
(Just refrain from having a temper tantrum if you don't get your way!)
There's nothing wrong with having high standards... as long as they're occasionally low enough to allow spontaneity and fun! |
see see! i am just a little prissy. a little!
i have been hearing people saying i am materialistic. which i must admit i sometimes do. i mean, who wont melt under a chanel 2.5?? tell me about it
@ 10:45 AM
"drawing near" by john bevere
true worship...
like what many of you might have heard a thousand and one time.. worship is not just slow song.. what is true worship then??
worship is a lifestyle.
true worship is our total obedience to God.
read carefully, and read it ten times again and slowly.
true worship is our total obedience to God.
did you see it?? true worship is not when we come before God when everything in your life is great and you are singing a song. true worship doesnt occur only when u r perfect. true worship doesnt occur only when we dont sin. true worship is when we are totally obedient to God. you might have sinned, but true worship still sets in as long as you are willing to do what is right after what you have done wrong. and you know, God responds to only true worship.
Monday, July 09, 2007 @ 1:12 PM
i am home early today! woah.. finally get a chance to relax and blog some random stuff.
school was hectic last week. cos i went for all my lectures!! *mouth open wide* yes! tan yan bing went for all her lectures despite gg for POM lecture ALONE! yes. i repeat, ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!! nightmare!!!! can u imagine, sitting at the back of the lecture hall alone! no no no no no! but i did it!!! talk to my abt peer pressure. no way! its really discipline and i was really tempted to not go for POM which also happens to be my last lecture of the week on friday when my junhui msged me saying she injured for ankle and wont be gg for lecture.. i was at home sleeping my ass off... i was like... OMG! i DONT WANT TO GO LECTURE ALONE! but i didnt want to back out on what i promised to myself and also, to God and jeff. thats why i went despite of everything. i feel so proud of myself for that! i know to alot of students and people, gg for all lectures is nothing to them, but it means alot to me!
i also came to realise one thing as i went for all my lectures.. that there will always be temptation when it comes to the last round of finishing the something. like my POM lecture.. i was actually sleeping at home when junhui told me she injured her ankle.. my normal lazy self would have just said, then dont go lah.. you will be turning up alone(cos all my classmates went to crash another lecture except junhui).. and a thousand and one excuses came into my mind.. like how i will be wasting money by gg down for lecture and all.. but i told myself this, "i already silently promised myself i will go for all lectures no matter what and i promised God i will climb up the education mountain and be that kingdom motivated, kingdom minded christian at the top of that mountian" then i crucified my flesh and got up of my bed and went to school.. to me, this is what i call words put into action. so many times, i have seen many christians, able to shout in church, "God i give my life to you!" "all that i have is yours!" "i will be that light that shines!" but when monday comes... its another totally different story. many think that shining for God is easy. they think what they have said to God, "all that i have is yours" is simple.. but my friends, they arent. think again, telling God all that i have is yours.. ALL THAT YOU HAVE! that includes your money, your reputation, your fun, your girl/boyfriend, your everything!! that needs ALOT of crucifying of your flesh! that needs ALOT of strength. ALOT of courage. walking the talk takes a great deal of effort. it doesnt come naturally. if u think it will, IT WONT. if you think by just praying, you can be the light that shines, NO WAY! like what the bible says, faith without works is DEAD! no amount of prayer will change your life unless you make an decision and EFFORT to.
this is my core revelation of this week. tml is a brand new week! i had stepped out of my comfort zone, now its time for some consistency to take place.
have a great week!
Monday, July 02, 2007 @ 1:12 PM
i like the way you called and said good night. its a sweet surprise and it sent me to sleep with a smile on my face.Labels: good night
